||[Feb. 17th, 2005|11:44 pm]
so miss hillary has left me a comment telling me to actually WRITE a journal entry...makes snese due to this is my journal...well..an update of my life... pretty much my dad all of a sudden is back in my life, i dont want him there, hes trying to take my brother away from my mom....so im out of it
today sucked major ass at work... we have a new shift manager who doesnt know what the hell hes doing, i dont knoww hy they made him one without even being properly trained. Today i was training this kid named chris, and justin (shift manager) kept asking me a million questions on what to do, why some of this stuff isnt working on the computers, etc...so i go to help him, leave chris alone on make table, he esses up really bad, io get in trouble for it with justin. Justin yelled at me for not being on maketable and cutting pizzas instead, when i had to do it because if i didnt ten shit would have fallen out of the oven, he was backed up etc...i just wanted to drop kick him right then and there...then we have a new waitress whos sweet as can be, but doesnt know what shes doing, and it was a odd night so she couldt really get trained...i asked her to make me a sald, she didnt know how to,,,then i showed her how and she still messed it up...it was okay tho..her first day... no problem...but gahh it was annoying when none of the othe waits wanted to help her, or me or anything...just a fucked up night...ya
ive been talkin to this awesome chick named meghan, shes fuckin awesome...definitely has been saving me from going insane with everything thats going on...
got to speak to matt today..miss him so much,theres been so much i havent even spoken to my best friend! im a horrible person...matt im sorry <3..i told him everything thats been going on... and ya..
omg i had the worst day dream today tho lol..i feel asleep watching napoleon dynamite earlier today, and i dreant that he tried to rape me! and i said "noooo im a lesbian, get away you freak! and he said "just let me do it, god!" and ya lol...interesting ey?...
i dont really know where im going with this journal entry and since none of this is really making sense im oging to go cut it short.
write more tomorrow maybe...